One of those days...

I'm having an up and down day. TGIF? Yeah that's the ticket.

Five years ago today...was the first date that my soldier Robert and I had. I said in an earlier post, how time erased Charles from my memory. Yet, time hasn't completely erased Robert from mine.

I wonder how life would be if he hadn't of had the discipline to put aside love and be a soldier. To have the sheer will-power to walk away from your heart strings...well, that's something I've had to work on.

Thought I felt like writing today but.. I really don't.

Maybe tomorrow will be better.